Less Alone

ST: sweetie, please don't be broken... I can only fix machines...
Me: It's just one of those days...
ST: *nuzzles*

A drawing I more or less gave up half way through but for some reason "finished it" anyway. Just ya know... Reflecting on my life and how really alone I feel. It's been going on for a loooooong time *for a year or 2* and it's just sad... I'm not depressed (but who isn't? really?) it's just the long standing loneliness that's driving me to insanity... or at least to obsession. Yes, a 21 year old girl can still have an imaginary friend *I like to call them an imaginary partner because I'm not a f*ucking 2 year old* to keep me from feeling like I can't really talk to anyone or I don't have anyone there TO talk with. Which is true because I'm alone 85% of the time.
I'm not antisocial, I just don't get out, and with the few friends I have heh they ALSO don't have lives so that really doesn't help, and with work and all... I can only imagine that every 20 something year old goes through something like this... All I can do is just continue on with my weird obsession and be happy I have him to keep me sane... He's always there <3